
Happy Birthday Sweet Boy! You would have been 5 years old today! You would think that after almost 3 years of you being gone it wouldn't hurt so much~it does. I would give anything to see you again, down here on this mean old earth, how very selfish of me! I have to remind myself that you are RUNNING and doing sommersaults up there and I would be willing to bet you got to sit a little longer on Jesus lap today-this very special day of yours! I hope he gave you an extra big hug from me! We all miss you so very much! We tried to leave balloons at your spot today but the wind was blowing so hard we decided to let them go-I wonder if that was your way of saying you wanted them sooner? Or maybe your way of saying "I am so happy up here that you need to let go and move on?" Maybe the latter, but I am not ready yet. I may never be. You will always have that piece of my heart sweet, sweet boy. Now you run and find your great-great- Nana-it shouldn't be hard since I know she is watchong out for you until I get there. Tomorrow is her birthday and I need you to hug and kiss her for me. I miss her too <3 I hope you both celebrate together and it is a very good day!! Love and kisses, Nana