Today I am sitting by and watching a longtime dear friend start down this awful road. Any time I help any family it brings back some of the feelings from the day Mason left us. Today it really hit hard. Maybe because I knew this beautiful young lady, maybe because it was so unexpected, maybe because her mother is my friend or maybe all three. All I know is that all of the sudden, as soon as I read the message, I felt my heart explode and the tears start. All of the feelings came in a rush- I don't want her to have to feel this pain!! We aren't supposed to bury our children!!!! I am so far away and can't help her through this! The anger, sadness and helpless feelings that are near the surface just came out.
I wish I could take this pain for her. It is a pain that no one should ever have to go through. I still don't understand why ANY of our children go before us. Please pray for all of the mothers, fathers, families and friends of anyone who is going through this terrible tragedy. Be there for them when they are ready. Rest in paradise Kira and give Mason a hug for me.
I wish I could take this pain for her. It is a pain that no one should ever have to go through. I still don't understand why ANY of our children go before us. Please pray for all of the mothers, fathers, families and friends of anyone who is going through this terrible tragedy. Be there for them when they are ready. Rest in paradise Kira and give Mason a hug for me.